Shutting my self out

Why do people tell me to love myself
Cant they see how hard that is
Try waking up and looking at this in a mirror
Cant you understand how hard it is
I try to hide as best i can
People just don't understand what this is like
I don't want to hide from the world
But they just don't understand
I see so many of these perfect girls
So thin and so pretty
I want to be like that so bad
But that is Just to hard
It seems like the easiest thing to do
Is to shut myself out of this world