I'm trapped inside a world
Where all I see
Is people who think
They actually know me
Why would they think that
If all they ever see
Is the lie I pull off
It's even fooling me
They never really listen
They'll never understand
The only one who knows
Is the one who holds my hand
Why do I have to hide inside
The way i truly feel
It's almost as annoying
As someone stepping on my heel
I dont tell anyone
Why I feel this way
Because all they'll ever do is say
OMG! Are you ok?
Do I need to be here
Or do I need to die
There are so many nights
I just sit here and cry
Im afraid to show my friends
That this is really me
Cuz the moment I do
I know they're gonna leave
There are so many words
That I could have said
And so many screw ups
That I should be dead
He told me he loved me
And that was a mistake
Needless did he know
My heart he would take
Why is this world
So full of fakes
And people who cut
Their own lives they take
My friends only see
The side I show
But something is missing
There is something they should know
The other side I hide
I dont want them to see
The part of me thats missing
The part that's actually me
This is who I am
There's no other way
Now it's your choice
You can leave or you can stay.
