And I lay in bed wondering

He told me he loved me
He said he always would
We had so much fun together
Laughing and crying
Through happy times just as well as hard times
He meant the world to me
And I thought I meant the world to him

When he looked at me
He had eyes that told me I was to be fine
And even as the times got harder and harder
The same look was there
Day after day
Telling me I was to be okay

But as things got supremely tough
I got worse and worse to handle
And he just couldn't get a grip anymore
He said he had enough
That it was just too hard
That even though he loved me
He couldn't stand what I was becoming

For weeks I cried
Wondering why he did this to me
I could not understand
Why did he have to put me through so much pain and suffering?
Was I getting that bad?
Maybe I was just dreaming the whole time
And I couldn't see what was in front of me
The whole time, he must have been suffering by my side

Everyday I lay in bed
Wondering what could have been
If he would of stayed by my side
If he would of supported me
If he were still here
To hold my hand
And say I was going to be fine.