Every Day

Every day
I try to hold it together
to not break down
and show whats inside

Every night
i hit the pillow
and the tears start to flow
a release from the sorrow

Every day
I fight to stay alive
Tear my eyes away
from that tempting knife

Every day
I slit open these veins
only to numb
this everlasting pain

Every day
I smile for my friends
and laugh for my family
to make it seem I'm ok

Every day
I lie to hide
that enormous
emptiness inside

Every day i try to hide
The one thing i contemplate
more and more
suicide

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