Im not ready you love you again

You know my deepest darkest secrets
You keep them with you all the time
I wish that every day could be
Like the one
we spent lying on the grass and you sang to me
That was the best day of my life
But only because you were there
And when we talk
All we do is share
But then you had to go and ruin it all by telling me that it was over
But still you let me believe that again you loved me
And I know that you think that I'm over you
But the truth is that every moment of the day you are on my mind
When we are together people ask if we are going out
And you don't know how much it pains me to say no
But I put on a brave face and hide how I feel
Because although I love you so much
I don't think that I could handle the pain of being hurt again.