Reality

A single tear rolls down
as i reminisce through pain
i cant do this anymore
falling down to insane

I've come to the point
where i cant wake up again
my last tear is falling
my life is at its end

you called me insane
for putting suicide in my poem
but it wasn't your fault
i made it a broken home

it was my choice to leave
it was my choice to say goodbye
it was my choice to leave this world
and everything behind

I'm sorry
but this isn't another poem
this is my suicide note
to everything that i know

I've written it about other people
but i have to do it soon
crying with a burning sensation
of being alone in my room

i meant well in everything
but couldn't every succeed
my broken heart cries
my wrists long to bleed

i wanted to go to heaven
but i made my trip to hell
my life i have to leave
but i wish to you fair well

please remember to smile
and promise not to cry
you never thought to kill me
but you didn't have to try

so this is my suicide note
i leave everything behind
i pull out my knife
and do my blood field crime

on this page is reality
so i lay it right beside me
my heart is slowly easing
my wrists they finally bleed