PERFECTION what my sister is. everything seems to fall into place with her.
Her Friends,boyfriend,self-esteem.
but me I'm the socially awkward,shy girl in the corner,OK with relationships,graded and girl only seems to make fool out of her self .
Ive never had straight A's or been in a long relationships expect one.
I don't meet my rents expectations.
Poison is what i feel
Poison is whats destroying me
Poison is the one thing my sister gives me
Envy is what i feel
Envy is what i want
Envy is all i see when i look at my sister
Jealousy is the green eyed monster i have around my sister .
Jealousy that she has real good Friends
Jealousy about my sisters positivie attuide.
perfection is what i crave when i look in the mirror
perfection is what i wish for .
perfect face ,body ,friends,grades and boyfriend
~I'M SORRY I CANT BE PERFECT
I'M JUST ME~
