Confused

No im not crawling back to you in the end
You will only hurt me reject me once again
You play with my feelings as if they were toys
It seems you cheat on me with other boys
there value can not compare to mine
so why do you leave me to die alone in time?
its pointless to continue on with this rhyme
maybe someone new will come and all will be fine
why you do not see that I do not love your body
I love your soul I can not believe im admitting this oddly
But what I cannot have I want the most
I promise to value you with all my soul
If you only be with me as my wife till we both grow old
I guess i lied when I said I will not come crawling back to you?
Your all that I have left my love my boo.
No! i change my mind I will find someone new
Look what you did see what Im going through
Im confused now and I do not know what to do
im a loser for trying to come back to you and a fool
but for the price of love what would you do?