Suicides sin

I didnt want to live
I didnt want to eat
I didnt want to be cold
Just because I felt no heat

My body cold
Motionless, getting thin
My mind dissapearing
Losing my grin

Distance from affar
No sound to hear
My voice distant
Getting into gear

My cries are usless
Unheared and unknown
From a fancy
To falling off the throne

My body limp
Hurt and abused
Saying goodbye is another word for "I lose"

My breathing dry
Blood is soaking
Bleeding with pain
Trying to blame

My heart dying
Fading away
My life unfed
Its like im dead

I am here all alone
Feeling the pain as i bled
As i begin
Making another sin...