Cut me

And I knew it would all fall apart
Because I was going so strong
But you did it again
You scared me
You screamed
So hurtful
So mean
Abusive, I dont know
But I was already broke

I need you to be there
But youre pushing me away
With all your words and hate
And when I start to cry
No one holds me
But when you cry
I have to say Im sorry

I just want you to understand
To love me, to be there
I just need you to be my mom
Instead of making me wanna run

But youre killing me
Bringing me down
You dont listen to me
So I dont want you around

You criticize me
Everything I do
You wait til I bleed
Then you leave me

Im never strong enough, never perfect, never smart
Im always wasting time
Wallowing in broken hearts
You never praise me
You just break me
Until Im lying here dead
With twisted thoughts in my head

You wanna talk to me
You wanna be with me
But when I let you in
You start to scream and hit again
Mom, I want you to be here
Mom, I just want you to love me
And be around when, I need someone to hold me

Mommy please
Lower your voice and put down your hand
Listen to me and try to understand
Your love is too dangerous
It doesnt do anything but cut me