I lay next to the sea,
But my body moves place to place,
I am lost in all the names,
I can't stop thinking about your face,
The heart pounds,
Words are blown away,
I lost the biggest part of me,
I wish these dreams where real,
I wish I could feel you,
Our lips touch,
But only in my fantasies,
My heart pounds in both of these reality's,
Air is lost but you don't know,
I fell this pain only because I care this much,
I quiet my own poetry
Waiting for you to see I'm opening up,
Hoping to be worth all you see,
Your lips stumble together,
But all I do is watch,
I feel jealous but I don't speak a word,
I never look or hope you stop,
Drilling wires through the almost numb spots I my heart.
