I cant wipe the tears fast enough
Before they trickle down again
My bodys shaking
Gee, doesnt this seem familiar
It happens every day and night
This terrified sensation
Mixed with resent and the wish to be dead
Everything hurts
My bodys a living infection
Infected with a curse
Of a lifetime of rejection
No one will take me in
But they all wanna leave me out
I cant even begin
To explain why I wanna get out
Ill slice myself up
With this broken glass
That crumbled down, carrying my past
They took the real me
They took someting vital
And at this moment
Im fighting
Inside within
The two voices
I cant hold on
I cant get up
I cant be strong
The floor, my favorite place
Its the bed, of where I lay
Outside Im unconsious
Inside my heads spinning
Ill never survive life
The way Im living
