Now I lay awake

I spend my nights, lying awake
Thinking only of you
The precious times and memories
From all the things we used to do
You would walk in the dark of night
Just to be with me
Your tender kiss and caring stare
Would set my worries free
You would pull me on top of you
But there was no need to touch
We would lie there peacefully
Because we were in no rush
You didnt look to me for sex
Or for any other pleasure
You said that all you really wanted
Was for us to be together
There was a smile I only had
When my eyes looked into yours
My heart felt it had a meaning
Like it never had before
These tears used to be filled with joy
Now theyre filled with pain
I no longer want these memories
And yet they still remain
I dont know how to possibly
Forget the times weve shared
And for some reason I cant pretend
As if I never cared
My heart begs for you to return
But in my mind youre never coming back
So now I sit, my heart is dieing
Because its your love I lack