All contact seared
The familiar feeling of depression sets in.
I welcome it with open arms as I would an old friend
I feel the darkening veil settle on my thoughts
I can only think of the worst to come
I see her tossing me aside
And in this moment I realize just how deeply
I love this beautiful girl
The terrible stomach wracking pain that is longing has set in long ago
I see her so much less than I desire
I wish I could see her now to allay my fears
I wish I could her voice so that she could sooth my racing mind
I wish I could feel her gentle touch so that my trembling hands may lay still
I so long to hold her in my arms
Just to take comfort in the realization that she’s mine.
