I will always.....

I am still here I ALWAYS WILL BE BUT I HAVE A FEAR THAT I WILL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN I TRIED SO HARD FOR YOU BUT YET IM STILL HERE I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE I WONT LEAVE I KNOW I WONT LEAVE, youll SEE I CANT GO ON ANY LONGER NOT WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE IM TO THE POINT WHERE I WANNA PULL THE KNIFE I KNOW ITS BAD AND YOU COULD HAVE HELPED BUT IN STEAD YOU DECIDED TO UP AND LEAVE ME IM STILL HERE BUT ARE YOU ARE YOU THERE DO YOU BELIEVE IN ME DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF IM STILL HERE I ALWAYS WILL BE I NEED YOU I WILL ALWAYS need you.