I thought we were in love

I always want to scream
I always want to cry
just knowing your with her

My friends don't have my back
They think I'm messing up
I know I'm getting jealious
just because i don't have u

It gets really hard to lie to people
To tell them I'm alright
when deep inside i fell like my heart is in 2

I Keep wondering if u really changed
or am i screwing up
you say u want to marry me

but what i'm I suppose to do
When i see you with other chicks
Because we got into a fight?