THE END OF A FAIRY TALE (more of a letter to myself)

And we where this Fing closes
I dont want to fight anymore
I dont want the arguments
I dont want the lil things that make us think we crossed the line
What went up surely fell I was just counting down the time

WHY THE F SHOULD I NEED TO CHANGE NEWAY?
I hate to have to say this
Cuz I hate to say goodbyes
But what goes up will surely fall
We where counting down the time
And to many stand offs
To many times
To many things we say
To many friends away
All this stuff its keeping me
Waiting listening
Sitting on the edge my seat
God I wish I could turn back the clock
Turning back the chimes
Turn it back to last year
And end this all right here.

In the end of this subconscious Illusion
In the end of all great happiness
There is one lost love
Because truth
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends in a tear
And every time one of us loves another
It ends in a bad thing
I have made a mistake the past few months
Maybe almost a year now
Because
I Fed up my entire life
By Fing round when
All the time
I had the girl I love
And now
Its to late to love her
Because she doesnt love me

September 6, 2007
Aaron Helms