This weekend
you smiled
you laughed,
i stared
i observed
i saw every face you pulled
and every emotion you felt
i say your happiness
that was on you face
a night of
drugs, grog and just being around friends
i saw that girl
that struck my emotions
from the start and will till the end
i woke up this morning
happy to be by your side
just to know you were there
was enough for my to hide
hide under the dona
and laugh and giggle
like we were little kids
i could watch you every day
and listen to you every night
what really sucks is i see this!
i feel this
but is love really enough
because we aren't together no more
my heart is broken
and my smile
is hidden,
i smile at what i see in you
and what makes me happy!
but i smile inside at knowing the things that make you happy
as a person
as a friend
as my ex lover
that i still love and will till the end