Thats it I just cant take it anymore
I can stand by and watch another family argument
I have been like this my whole life.
It's just that none of you have ever taken notice of me.
Or what I have to say.
I kept yelling out today for you to stop.
But no one listened.
I cracked the shits, went in my room.
Yet still no one paid attention.
The youngest of 6; and the most broken.
I can never give my whole heart to a guy now.
Cos my heart is broken in pieces.
Every time there's a family argument,
My heart breaks even more.
I know Im never involved but it still breaks my heart.
The kids were ther for crying out loud.
Did anyone stop to think about them?
No cos no one ever does.
Ive been thru a broken dysfunctional family,
Since I can remember.
Now I'm fearing for the kids.
I cant help but know what theyre going through,
and feel their pain.
Id never put my kids through as much
Hurt, pain and anger
You have all put your kids through.
The thing is we all say we hate the way our family is.
But no one ever attempts to make it better.
Alana has been to hell and back.
Cant you see the hurt and pain in her eyes?
It reminds me of me when I was her age.
When I look in the mirror, I see who I used to be.
A kid, a broken child, tears and anger in my eyes.
That's what Alana is, and the others are getting close.
She has been through it for 9 years.
Dont you think that's long enough?
Every time I see her she breaks down and cries to me.
No one stops to think until it's too late.
Our family, aint no family.. Never has been, never was!
