I whish i was diffrent

Sitting crying,
whishing i was dieing,
well thats all i can do,
because i really do love you lou,

i no you dont wanna see me no more,
but all i wanna do is talk,
you better off with out me,
then youll have no pain,

all iv done is braught pain and hurt into your life,
everything i do goes wrong,
you are my life,
you make me happy,

but i dont make you happy,
i just put you through pain,
everyone else was better then me,
i whish i was diffrent,

but i suppose ill never change,
love yah baby gall xxxxxxxxxxxxx