Juzt n0t like diz....

Im tired. feelin lyke crap. man cant even explain myself.
Its like he dont undesrstand h0w i feel. He never will.
He doesnt understand h0w awaful i feel to n0 they 0nce held
each other they once kissd they once had there 0wn thing t0gether.
but then he continues to play there song 0ver and 0ver and 0ver
Maybe he must not realize wut hes doin to me. o0o but little d0es he n0
every time he mentions her name i wanna brake down and cry.
its like. D0es he even care for me...d0es he mean wut he says?? Am i even in his life? 0r is it jsut we use to0o or she use to0o or i rember dis and dat...its like omgsH!
Mayne im just confused n0w gaush i hate h0w ...i just kant even talk mayne
h0w? Why? uhhhH! im so0o upset i thinks im juzt g0nna take a shower and let all ma tears out. Maybe ill feel better after cuz rite n0w. I had enough of him and her I feel like our relashionship is a three person thing Me him AND HER!
I swear everytime i hear there song or see or wutever i wanna break d0wn and cry It hurts so bad and i dont think he realizes it. Maybe one day he will...
But rite now he has no idea....