No End

I'm walking through my past,
And counting away the years,
I'm looking at the broken pieces,
Pushing away my wasted tears.

I've seen it all,
And I've been here before,
Can anybody around me see?
That I don't want this anymore.

I've really had enogh,
Of it never being all right,
I'm so tired of battling,
Just to hold on tight.

And I just don't care,
Don't want to hear my name,
It may be a brand new day,
But for me they're all the same.

I'm trapped in this darkness,
Clouds keep following me around,
And when it starts pouring,
I fall and hit the ground.

And I'm sick of getting up,
Just to get knocked down again,
These aren't what I call just stories,
And there's so set time for when.

And I'm screaming inside,
Trying to pull it all away,
I'm holding out my hand,
With all I have to say.

And I just don't want this,
Whilst I'm waiting for my heart to mend,
No, I don't want this,
When there seems to be no end