Giving up

Im giving up on loving you
i cant take the pain you've put me through
deep down i know the feelings are still there
maybe someday you will actually care
atleast for now i can hide my pain
i know if i dont i'll go insane
our time apart has made me realize
there is no second chance when it comes to guys!
i almost had you back one time...
but of course, like always i screwed things up
the many excuses you have told
are getting lame and really old
we barely talk anymore
its like a room to your life & you've slammed the door
its hurts to know you've shut me out
now i know what love is all about
your happy then you cry and cry
where there was truth, becomes all lies
all in all it never ends for good
but then again who thought it would??