Its not okay

My world is turned upside down
i seem to be smiling but it looks to much like a frown
so much hate and anger built inside
but acting happy and free on the outside
a person so scared
she cant she won't even want to explain something that should be shared
crumbled in a ball
and in the corner of her eyes water is ready to fall
no ones there to hold on to or say its okay
the truth is that it isn't ok
its so hard to stand my ground
when i stomp for everyone all around
just trying to catch up with myself
no one could understand when all my thought are put on a lost shelf
too many problems for one to hold
standing in the hot but so cold
when my heart aches in pain
i just want to go insane
i cry it out with out a doubt
but when it starts its too late
my broken heart just has no fate.