Fading

As i wonder aimlessly about how im gonna make it through another night

i sit silently hoping for someone to come along and end this inner fight

lifelessly laying here waiting for my tife to begin
dreaming of the day when im done with this sin

slowly pushing and gliding sweet misery down my wrist
feeling like everything is here, all the feelings ive missed

slipping deeper into the coma some people call life
falling further and further into innocent insanity

desperately searching for a reason why i should keep holding on
beggin myself to just let this life go and sing some other song

listening closely to the darkest side of life whispering in my ear
looking directly into the eyes of my greatest fears

hearing the sound of defeat rush through the air
feeling these feelings so sympathetic and bare