It's him

If i tell him how i feel
will you try and understand
there's no one here
no one to hold my hand
i miss the old
as i watch the new unfold
my hearts still breaking
my tears still flowing
my pillow so wet
why'd you leave me alone
you let me down
you broke my promise
yet again, why?
to many questions,
so many thoughts
i love you
do you even care
why'd you have to make things so hard to bare
im not just a lonely girl
im a shattered soul
looking for answers
and hoping for a way out!