For some reason my mind is a blur,
a chaos of thoughts and cries.
I always thought I knew where to stand,
But the power in my knees dies.
I always thought I knew what I wanted,
The road of my life was planned.
But now I'm starting to have second thoughts,
And my mind just won't understand.
Me and my words, my pen and I,
We walked down a dark and scary road.
I always knew there was light at the end,
But now my head is close to explode.
I thought I knew I wanted to walk,
down the road of my dreams.
But the others seem so blissful and happy,
So much better it seems.
Imagine thousands of road ahead,
And the only dark one is yours.
So many ways to go,
So many paths, so many doors.
An old door closes, a new one opens,
a new one opens, another shall close?
Maybe I should just close my eyes,
and let fate take me where the wind blows.
