Silently Crying

In the dark of the night
When there is no trace of light
I let the tears flow
wanting to be alright

I smile and fake ok
when inside i know
I'm just struggling through
another day

Crying invisible tears
whenever i awake
for I know more pain
I cannot take

Every time
I slice my wrists
tears flood the floor
and mingle with my blood
so I will be able to breathe some more

Every tear that falls
tells a story all its own
like each scar on my arm
that i see whenever I'm alone

I'm silently crying to be free
crying for someone to help me
but i guess they cannot see
or don't want to hear me

Sliently crying
constanlty dying
hoping to breathe
but always ending up suffocating

Silently crying
please help me....