Even though i hate you

Even though i say i hate you
even though you make me sick
even though i could be walking
and I'd brush my arm real quick
even though u hurt me bad
and made me cry all those nights
when i stayed up late and waited for a call that u promised that I'd make
even though i went to school and felt Ur hands rapped around me
when everything was alright
but inside i was crying
wanting to tell u every secret every memory every story
even though i knew u wouldn't care
i told u any ways
even though u arnt here
and my thoughts of u run quickly
even though i say ill never lok eyes upon u
in a little way I'm lying
even though its been what seems forever my heart still beats for you
even though i whisper in my dreams
and feel u sleeping next to me
i always think of you
even though i smile
a fake smile
and feel Ur hand against my back
even when i feel all of this pain i still want u back
even though the words u said as u walked away
i will always love you day and night i will always stay
even though i want you here i can still say your name
even though i feel this way
i still love you to this day