Suicidal Love

I didn't know I could like you that much
It feels so different
So fresh, a sparkle, gleam

I didnt know you could love me so much
You hugged me and kissed me
And told me I was a bunch

Dont you know?
I loved you so
I held you because,
You held me too
You broke my heart
It didnt affect you

I didnt know you could break me apart
Hurt me with laughter
With a break in each of my undeniable mistakes

I didnt know you would do this to me
But i guess you didnt know
I would drive myself crazy

I didnt know I felt something that wasnt real
You didnt know I was hurting of fear

I lost you again
You thought Id be fine
But then you saw me
Hanging from something much stronger then twine