Dont let go

I'm lost in my body.
I'm lost in my sole.
My body does not feel whole.

My feelings are mixed.
My wishes aren't true.
For some reason I can never figure out what to do.

My body says no, but my heart says yes.
I cannot control this outragous beating in my chest.

Do I love you?
Do I want you?
Is it true?

Ruining my future all for you?

I want to.
I need to.
But I know that it is wrong.
I know if I try to do this my body will not be strong.

To leave you and go to another state..
Makes me realize that we can no longer date.

I hate it.
I dispise it.
I need you so.
Please baby do not let my body go.