Feeling........myself....s

I can feel myself sinking
back into the mists of sadness
I can feel my eyes burning
with tears

I can feel my heart yearning
for comfort and love
I can feel my heart hurting
with fear and pain

I can feel myslef
being pulled under
by endless waves of
hate

I can feel myslelf weakening
giving in
to the unimaginable
ache

Every drop of blood
that drips from my skin
reminds me of
the misery within

I long for peace
and a sense of being
instead of feeling
so dead

The only way to end this pain
is to take a knife
give a slice
and die peacefully on my bed

Nothing will make it better
I keep going under
so I give in tongiht
and go to hell down under......