Anger and depression

Tired of living with this anger and depression
my breath is deep down in this suffocation
my tears i cry smother my real feelings
now I'm hurt, my heart Will never finish healing
so I'm stuck in this dark place
with all the make up on my face
the blood runs red from my wrist
more and more with each slit
my air runs short and my smile fades away
the door is shut, dirt is dumped, am in this coffin to stay
for eternal life
the cause is this bloody knife.........