Holding back my thoughts and fears
my hurt and pain
my anger my tears
not knowing what is next
wanting to curl up in a ball
hating myself for getting close to you
fear of what is to come
wanting to sleep and never wake up
hating myself for liking you
why do i feel this way?
why do i want to cry
what is my problem
why y is my mom a witch
why won't she back off
does she see what she does to me?
why?
