1 Step forward is 5 steps back.
I never seem to get what means the most.
I got up to take the biggest chance of all...
I asked you to marriage,
You said the one answer,
That would change my life forever.
No,
I'll never be open again,
All my emotion are bottled up forever,
Never to be let out!
There I stand impervious to everything!
But, then...
I see you,
With someone else...
You look so happy,
Not sad at all,
You just walked right though me that day.
Something is different,
Your finger...
Has a ring?
I felt a warming sensation in my eyes.
My finger touched my check,
I felt,
Something wet,
A tear...
There I stand in all my manlyness,
With a single tear for you,
That you will soon forget.
That is why it feels 1 step forward is always 5 back.
