I can't seem to let go
Let go of the memories
Let alone the pain
That suffocates my every movement
That distills
My every sight
I can't seem to forget
Forget the past
Forget the tears
I'm unable to tear apart from
What's holding me back
To just live
Live with freedom
Without worries, fears
Of what may happen again
I'm cursed it seems
With a broken heart
Mended into its' pieces
It's held together
By a sheer thread of hope
A thread of light
The only thread left
With any feeling
The emptiness
That surrounds my being
Will soon take over
As it has my dreams
The safe place, no longer safe
The other world,
No longer exists
These hollow eyes lie still
Open to the night
Just wishing
My eyes could have a taste of darkness
Where its taste has never seemed so sweet
And this tragic sunrise
Would finally allow itself to set
Tranquility will arise
There I'll drown peacefully
In my subconscious thoughts
No one can steal them away
No knows I'm here
I'll finally be in a place
Where no pain is felt
No emotion is near
And reality
Never a factor.