Insecurity

What is this I feel?
As if nothing in my life seems real
Confusion engulfs me
Please wake me up from this reverie.

I have so many questions
Yet, deep down I know the solutions
But still I can't understand my insecurity
Will somebody explain this anxiety?

I am crying out for help
But nobody seems to comprehend
Can't you at least notice
This atmosphere of unease?

One day in the season of hope
I pray that I will have the fortitude
To let somebody look in
And journey with my uncertainty within.