Im sorry

I'm sorry that i said what i felt from my heart
that i was honest with you from the start
I'm sorry that you wont understand
that all i wanted to do was be able to hold your hand
I'm sorry my feelings grew too soon
in my last poem i gave you the moon.
I'm sorry that god made you the way he did
picture perfect and splendid
I'm sorry that you don't feel the way i do
I'm not sure if i should be sorry for saying i love you.
i was just speaking from my heart
the way i said i would be from the start.
I'm sorry if this is goodbye
because loving you wasn't a lie.
but just in case ill always be here when you need me
because honestly I'm not sorry.
I'm not sorry for falling in love with you
I'm not sorry for showing you my heart
I'm not sorry for being honest with you from the start.
ill still think of you
and wish we could be the same
but the skies will no longer show blue
i just have to keep my head high
and fake a smile and lie
and pretend that everything is OK
but I'm sorry its not

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OK this may not be that good but its a work in progress...