Remember

Remember those poems I wrote to you.
remember everything we went through.
remember all the times I made you smile.
remember all the times I made you laugh.
remember you told me its ok to put my heart on the line.
remember you told me you would be there till the end of time.
remember when I held you close right to my heart.
remember you told me we would never fall apart.
remember the ring that you hold.
remember everything you looked at me and told.
remember you told me that I am the one.
remember the good times remember all the fun.
why did you throw it all away.
there so many things i want to say.
baby it still hurts everyday.
your like a memory that just wont fade.
theres a pain in my hear that will never go away.
feels like i knife was slide into my chest.
i don't know how to put this pain to rest.
why was he better than me?
what was the one thing that i didn't see?
why does he hold you close like i once did.
you told me you wanted to get married and one day have a kid.
whys he get your love.
baby you were my god's gift my very own dove.
why does he get to kiss your lips.
why does he get to hold your finger tips.
whys he get to protect you.
when thats all i ever wanted to do.
whys he yours and i am not.
why was i thrown away, just left to rot.
you told me you loved me i guess it wasn't true.
but god damn it I am still in love with you.
tell me honey tell me what to do.
i can't get over you. theres just to much pain that I am going through.
please help me before I am gone.
i can't stop listening to our song.
please tell me what i did wrong.
this is my final goodbye.
because I am slowly and painfully starting to die.