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Butterflies are gone,
My heart is torn into a thousand pieces,
I’ve been mugged,
I’ve been drugged unable to think clearly,
What is it you said?
Because I am not sure,
I’m finding it hard to believe that you love me anymore,
Do you really mean it?
I don’t know anymore,
I can’t really be then if you ever fall.
I am unable to think clearly,
Why do I have doubts?
Why should I feel guilt when I’ve done nothing wrong?
What’s wrong with me?
Why can’t I stand strong?
I’m weak at the knees I keep falling down,
I’m shot on the battlefield the blood pooling around me,
I lie in the ditch waiting for someone to bury me.
I’ve gone lost it,
I can’t think anymore,
Not clearly enough anyway to be able to see the door.
I can’t stand it anymore!
I can’t be like this anymore!
It’s hurting all inside,
For a reason I don’t know,
Why can’t you answer these questions that I ask,
There simple aren’t they?
I say I’ve had enough,
Help me find what’s wrong with me because its sending me to despair.
I am unable to be,
What I was before anymore.
It’s hard to explain,
I just ain’t the same,
As I was before.
Explain it to me,
Please I beg of thee!
Tell me what’s wrong with me and I’ll just leave it alone.
Why does it hurt?
I’m not sick am I?
Or is something else that I have never felt there before?
My questions need answers,
But I don’t think I’d believe the answers.
I have trouble believing truths although they might be the real answers.
