I wanted to be free
From the pain that you caused me
The nights that haunted me
I never meant to lose you though
But I'm glad I did
Am I glad I did?
I wanted to break the chains
That held me down
That hurt me so much
I never thought you'd walk away though
But I'm happy you did
Am I really happy?
I wanted to repress the memories
The thoughts that destroyed me
The words you spoke that pained me
I never wanted you to stop loving me though
But its better that you did
Is it better that you did?
I wanted to stop loving you
So I would no longer cry
No longer hurt inside
I never meant to lose you though
I should be glad I did
But I'm not...
