Then...

I lay in my bed
the night swiftly creeping up
it gets darker and darker
the sun goes down
the moon finds its way up
my sorrow is deeper than anyone knows
my pain is more real
than the song of a child
i lay in the bed
with my knife on my arm
one cut
then two
three
four
then five
i black out but continue to cut
how many were there
no one knows
i wake up in a jolt
someones calling my name
i see faces all around me
then...
slowly, as the sun goes down
and the moon comes up,
i drift into an unwakable sleep
goodbye cruel world
goodbye to all