I like your writing. I think it's heaps personal and it's easy for other people to relate.
5/5

Yes.

It's funny when you refer to use someone as a substitute for that other person. I can relate.

You've got to remember that you cannot and should not dwell in the past for long. You'll find yourself drifting backwards like a boat moving against the current, you'll find yourself living in the past. It's never easy.