Emotions in a dilemma

Sitting in this lonely cafe

I wait for that very day.

Tens of people around me

Some even close friends to me

But never have I felt so alone

So unmotivated, so fallen

But its time to turn it around

And again act like a clown

So this world can't see what's inside

'Cause they won't understand why I cried

Or empathize with all the things I did

So for now I can't let these emotions skid

Or may be its time to turn this into anger

Make myself move forward instead of linger

Bring into action these lazy feet and broken mind

Get a cane when times bind the eyes to be blind

Find a window if no door is left to escape

Anything but letting this sadness take shape