I sing of contentment; I just want to be happy.
There are so many aspects I want to touch, but this time I have chosen us.
I am so sorry I wasn't there to help you share 2 of the most important events in your life.
It wasn't fair for me to leave you like that; I know it wasn't right.
How could I have been so crucial, when you were always there for me?
I guess I wasn't ready for love just then.
I ask was this God's plan all along?
Did he have to take us through this to make us everlasting strong?
I say I want to be treated this and that way.
But when I got what I wanted, I left it and wandered astray.
They always say you are too young to know love.
But how come I feel so hurt if it was just the puppy stuff.
I sing of discontent.
I just wish we could have been together.
We were going on 2 years now; we were supposed to last forever.
We started from the empty bottom and we were coming up.
Before we reached our goal, I selfishly gave up on us.
I honestly don't know what to think right now.
I'm confused, hurt, and lost. Do you know why?
I left the beautiful person I loved for someone I once liked.
Please forgive me; I have to make mistakes in life.
You were older, and far more experienced on what to do.
Me, on the other hand, had to lose to learn what was really true.
Now, you have someone, but on God I know you still love me.
I*m not asking for you to come back;
I just want you to know that I am sorry.
Never forget how much I love you, and you will always be in my heart.
No one will come above you to tear what we once had, apart.
