I fear that someday everything will go away.
She left
I left
...both of our hearts hurting
tears in my eyes
hate in in my mind
tears in her eyes
tares on her soul
her feeling that nothing will ever be enough.
I fear someday she will simply walk away.
Because what we do is just so tough.
Its made worse by all the stuff.
i always knew that is was just for fun
hell i was the one
the made her give everything
giving back with money and gifts
to fill the rifts
left behind by the lies
left behind by the ties never kept
so as she slept
and my lies got better
and her eyes got wetter
i could always say i gave her something
when it was always really nothing
That life makes us think.
I'm afraid that when I blink.
She'll disappear.
And never come on back here.
i was the one that did that
i was the one that hurt
just as much as i thought i was hurt
And that scream.
I learned to free.
Would all a just be a dream.
I helped her choose a life that is so different.
That she would have to face people that they just wouldn't or couldn't understand.
I asked her to let me show her love.
Promised I'd be as gentle as a dove.
I asked her to let me show her that it doesn't have to hurt.
that she didn't have be treated like dirt
All I asked for was her love.
Promised to be gentle as a dove.
