When everything was normal,
When we weren't walking on broken shells,
When we were friends
And weren't living this hell.
I'm sorry I made you feel
Like you meant more than friends to me,
So sorry for playing with your emotions,
That's not what my intentions were meant to be.
Sorry for ruining your night
Sorry for being a b'itch,
Sorry for never being nice to you,
Continuously treating you like sh'it;
But that's how I've been brought up,
It's easy to push people away,
And it won't matter anymore what I say
Nothing will make things normal again.
Treating people like sh'it
Is me telling the world F'UCK YOU
Because I hate who I am now,
And now you hate me too.
I'm in self destruct mode,
Keep digging a hole for myself,
Pretending I don't give a sh'it
About anybody else.
But the thing is I do,
I care about you allot,
But I'm jealous of you
Because you're everything I'm not.
You're nice, you're popular,
Everyone wants to be your friend,
On the other hand I'm pathetic,
I want my life to end.
But I'm sorry for treating you badly
And slowly pushing you away
I hurt people that care about me most
It's something that may never change.
