My heart is full...my mind openly reminiscing.
a rush of anger and sadness... so uncontrollable
rush out the door... to my special place.
fists clenched...anger out of control...overwhelming me.
i start a random attack on a wooden pillar...
fists blazing wildly...unaware of anything...blaring music matching my anger...
move from rocks to wood to chains...constant assault...no pain.
regained control after who knows how long...dulled sense of pain...collapsed on the grass...chest heaving...and yet the anger still remains threatening to take me over once again.
more damage done than first thought...barely able to move from pain, yet unrevealing of the experience.
