I wish it could go farther
something beyond just friends
to have her and to hold her,
us together till the very end
With the blink of an eye i feel that has changed
and i know that its all my fault
because of this she will never really know
the things about her i have thought
the way she makes me whole
with the key to my heart, my inner world
she has helped me to put aside my pride
my angel of light, this beautiful girl
i have to learn to let my guard down
something i find very hard to do
because of the way i lived in my past
I'm trying to hide from you
I see that the more i run
the tighter your grip is pulling me in
you have helped me to face my past
ridding myself of the demons within
i hope that one day she will know
the feelings that i feel for her
she pushes me drives me to change my lie
to become a true man my existence she assures
but with the blink of an eye all that has changed
and its all because of me
i wish that i could change the past
i wish that she could see me differently