A Happy Death

My happiness bitter,
My anger so strong
The loneliness with me,
Has never been gone

I need it now,
I'm ready to end
The pain in my body,
That life sends

I am losing this battle,
The pain no longer ignored
Very soon there will be a day,
When I am no more

One of these days,
I will look up to the sky
And finally realize that it's me,
Soaring so high

What a day that will be,
When I am finally free
No longer would I cry,
In such painful misery

What a day that will be,
When my pain is no more
When my spirit is high,
And my happiness soar